Autobiographical and Cultural Awareness
Communism
is the social organization in which goods are held in common. When
I think of communism I think of a lot of things, and they may be different
then what you think of when you hear communism. As I have experienced
communism from my personal experiences I can say a lot of terrifying things
about it. If I ask my parents what they think of communism it will
be much different then what I think it is. My parents have lived
their whole life through a communist government, and they have lots of
good and bad things to say about it. One word that comes to mind
when I think of communism is Romania.
Romania
is my country, it is where I was born and where I was raised as a little
child. I could truly say with all my heart that I am a true Romanian.
Romanian blooded 100%. My parents were born there my grandparents
were born there and my great grandparents were born there. As long
as I have know all of my family has been born and raised in Romania.
I consider myself Romanian because of these facts.
Now
this brings up a very interesting question that I have had for a very long
time and I don’t think anyone could answer it but me, and yet I have no
answer for it. What culture will my children have? By answering
this question I have stated a couple of guidelines. First considering
that I would get married to a Romanian girl who was born and raised in
Romania. If I were to have children with this girl, what culture
would my children be? Would they be American because they would be
born and raised in America? Would they be Romanian because they would
have a total Romanian background from their parents? Would they be
a mixture? I don’t think I could answer these questions. Maybe
my kids will ask me this same question one day and I will have no answer
for them. I guess I would have to let them decide on their own, on
their best judgment what they would consider themselves.
Now that same
question could be applied to my life. Even though I have answered
it in the previous paragraph I would like to go more in depth with this
question pertaining to my life. What am I? Romanian?
American? Am I Romanian because my whole family is Romanian?
Am I American because I went to school here? Am I American because
I have my citizenship here? What am I? I guess I could consider
myself both, or maybe neither, or maybe just one. I guess this question
is kind of difficult to answer. What does my name mean? Is
it Romanian? When people hear my name they consider me a foreigner.
But am I really? If everything would be the same, except the fact
that I would not know my history, would I consider myself American.
Does the fact that my background is Romanian hold enough truth to make
me Romanian? I have started a new life with a new country, a new
language, family, friends, school, and many others. I am a totally
different person. But yet I am the same. It is very challenging
to consider yourself something that your not, and then consider yourself
something that you were, and you left it behind. Culture is very
difficult to confirm.
I grew
up in a middle class family in Romania. Living in a small apartment
and my parents going to work every day. I knew that I would never
become something famous or a doctor. Why would it matter anyways?
A doctor got paid just as much as a farmer anyways. Why should I
strive for something good, I am going to be just as good as the person
next to me anyways. No that is not how I was taught to think.
I had to do the best. I had to get only A’s anything lower was not
acceptable. But you ask yourself, why? I don’t know it was
just how us Romanians used to think. As children we never used to
have much time to do homework. We had to do work, while mom and dad
were gone we had to clean the house, do the dishes, and anything else that
was left undone. We couldn’t let mom and dad do it, they were to
tired when they came home from work. And when we did have free time
we wanted to play and have fun, not homework. Romania is so much
different and so much harder. But I am glad to be Romanian and I
am glad that today I live in the United States.
Farming
was a major part of our lives. During the winter we would have nothing
to eat if we did not work during the summer to store up things so we could
have in the winter. It was not acceptable to be lazy, when you had
a little free time you had to do something productive. If you did
not farm you did not eat. It was that simple. We did not have
stores to go to and shop for what we needed. And if we did it would
be to expensive for us to buy. There are many good things that being
a Romanian offers and then there some bad.
One
thing that I have totally noticed that is different between many others
and me is that I have much more respect for my elders. It was the
way that I was raised. You always gave priority to the elderly, they
were always put ahead of you, because they are more experienced and they
deserve to have a little respect. I have noticed that the way I treat
the elderly and the way others treat the elderly is much different.
That is one thing I have learned from being Romanian. Another thing
I have noticed is that as a little kid I have always learned to save every
penny that I earned. I learned that no matter how much you have you
could always strive to have more. I learned this because my parents
always told me to do so. I believe they told me this because they
have lived through some very hard times and they probably had no money
at times and they learned from their experiences. They didn’t want
me to go through the same things they went through, so as a little boy
they have taught me this lesson.
Now
I would like to change the topic a little bit and talk about the social
construction of cultural knowledge. I can say that I have learned
about my culture through being social. I have learned about my grandparents
through my parents, because I was too young to know them at the age of
seven. I know about my country and how it was through what my parents
have told me. I know everything that I know about my culture through
being social. Going to a Romanian church gave me a lot of information
about my culture. I heard a lot of stories, jokes, horrifying times,
and many things about my fellow Romanians. If I would not participate
in a Romanian church and not talk to my parents about Romania I would probably
know nothing about it and therefore consider myself an American.
Through this I can see how important the social construction of cultural
knowledge is. When I have kids and they are old enough to understand
I will tell them all the stories that I have heard from my parents, I will
tell them so that they can know a little about their culture as a Romanian.
I consider myself Romanian and as long as I live I will do so, because
I am proud of it and I will never ignore it. The social construction
of culture knowledge according to my standards is the information you are
given or being passed down to you about your culture from parents or family
that know precisely what your culture is.