Into the 21st Century
most people still believed that a transcendental God
thrived above the foundations of postmodern fabrications; living between
birth and death, memory and fantasy, threshold and destination, having
failed to perform an essential ritual, Tubiakou lost a patient and gave
up shamanizing. Believing that his helping spirits had deserted him, he
sold his unique costume to a government museum. "But
a shaman cannot simply walk
away from the spirits of his shaman ancestors. Eventually,
my eyes sink into a book on the North like my boots sink into the mud, lift
and move to the next puddle. There is no end until the next season, a different
course. Chilly but happy, sweating from the thought that I may not have
the stamina to make it through this journey that tests one to the marrow,
my worst fear is that I’ll die and not be found, a voice not apart
from billions of others who howl across the wireless tundra, avatars with
proxied names, he realized that he must take up
his profession again and asked for the return of his magical clothing. Museum
curators prized it as a priceless ethnographic
rarity, however, and refused to give it back. Only after a sympathetic ethnographer
interceded
did the Russian Ministry of Culture finally agree to lifting
faith from its crystalline
depths, to launch a
flight of metaphors toward celestial perfection.